Man, that’s rough. I’ve been there, and it really wears you down. I remember feeling the exact same way, like every day was something to dread because of the bullying. It’s like, no matter how hard you try to do your own thing, they just won’t leave you alone.
One thing that sorta helped me was writing about what was happening, like keeping a journal or something. It didn’t fix anything, but getting it out of my head and onto paper made it a little easier to handle. Also, do you have any friends or even just one person you can trust? Sometimes just having one person to talk to can make a huge difference.