Ugh, I get that so much. It’s like when people you’re supposed to trust are the ones making you feel the worst, it just sucks the fun out of everything, doesn’t it? When the people close to you start picking at you, it makes it so hard to even enjoy the stuff you used to love, ’cause it’s like… what’s the point? I know it’s hard, but maybe try doing those things just for you, even if it’s just for 5 minutes. Like, don’t worry about being good at it or anything, just do it ’cause you want to, not to prove anything to anyone else. Sometimes the spark comes back in tiny pieces.
