It’s so rough when it feels like everything just keeps piling up and there’s no break. Ppl can be SO thoughtless, especially when they don’t understand what someone else is going through. It’s like they just think it’s okay to be mean as long as everyone else is doing it or something… idk. It sounds like you really need some support right now, have you considered finding a way to vent or talk to someone who could help? Like maybe an online support group (besides here obv lol) or even just writing stuff down? Sometimes it can help clear ur mind a little.